I lie awake tonight and I watch the sky
And I wish it didn't have to be so high
'Cause I'm belonging on the other side
And I'm missin' you.
'Cause somehwere behind those stars
Is someone who belongs to me
And I know in my deepest heart
There's a place for you
Until I find the place you made for me
Still I'm missin' you.

I am connected with someone in this world. Whether they are seeing these same stars I see here in Abilene, TX, or half-way around the world...I don't know. I would like to think that I know, but really I don't. I feel ready. I am in a stage of anxious, yet peaceful waiting...sometimes I don't know what to do with myself. How do I fit into this elaborate dance as the woman that God created me to be? How does my mind of a child wrap itself around living, breathing, holy love? I have so much peace, though I feel like God has stirred my heart to restlessness...a waiting that is full of both patience and questioning.

May I walk as if these are Your feet, oh Lord. May I speak as if this is Your mouth.